Time can change people!!!!

Haven’t written in a while so I wanted top drop a line and say Hey to all my peeps!!!!

So I used to write poems all the time so I figured I would give y’all a little taste and see what ya think….

 

Inside Out, Outside In

I think I’ll write a book to show the world how I look,

inside out Outside in to show the world I can feel again!

I’m not as bad as I used to be, fight the world, that was me!

I’ll write a book and let you see I was beside the world my feelings and me,

I’m writing this book so you can take a look at how I was my feelings , dreams and me!

You’ll find out along the way I was different from day to day, at least that’s what they say!

So open my book an take  a look, the poems you read its hard to believe, Inside out, Outside in.

And soon you will see I’m not as bad as i used to be, taking on the world Just little ‘ol me.

This is the cover as you can see,

But open up I’m glad to share my dreams, feelings and Me!!!!

 

There No Change

Its hard to let go of things from the past, but things must change and there’s no going back.

As I look back now on the things you used to say, You said wed last forever, but it seems forever just faded away!

Slowly but surly a part of me must die and as I watch you drift away all I can do is cry!

So shed a tear for me and dont say I never cared cause in my heart I’ll always remember the love that we once shared.

 

So I have tons of poems that I wrote and would love to share with the world…

Until next time stay true to yourself!!!

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Know Your Worth!

I am tired…. I am tired of trying to be stronger than I feel and I want to break down; but I dont have that ability in me anymore….

No one is ever going to stand up for me or do things for me except me!!!! I know some will read this an think UGGGG that bitch… I have done so much for her!!!! And that is fine I do appreciate all those whom have helped me but this is an internal fix that no one can help with….

I have let people down and people have let me down and I guess that’s just the way the world works! But no one is going to believe in me so I must do it for myself… Once again I have gone down a dark path that I swore I would never return to…. Those demons are real and I hope no one ever has to face them especially not alone.

Today my world is not turning in the same direction as the rest of the world seems to rotate on. My axle is broke and the wheels are falling off. Almost seems as though my little piece of the world is crumbling around me….

But tomorrow I will pick myself up, dust me off and move on with life as we know it as if nothing ever happened.. well because that’s what I do… I move on… I dont take hostages and I have no regrets….. Because I learn something all the time and every time…. I have faith in me because I have been there done that. I will pick myself up and carry on with what needs done…. Day after day!!!!

People and this world have made me different and cold…. No I am not the same person from a year ago ( a lot has happened) and I dont think that  that girl will ever return!!!!

Tomorrow is a new day and as long as the sun rises and I wake up, then I will do better than I did today with or without anyone by my side… As I am built for this shit!!!! Not much I haven’t been through so I can take whatever is dished out…. Hit me with your best shot, but I know I will get back up and succeed as I have been down an out before but I never stay long…

Today is the first day of the rest of my life and I will believe in me!!!!! I know my worth and I hope you know yours too!!!!!Im-not-self-employed.-I-run-a-business.