Striking Out!!!!!

So I have been doing this Home business thing for going on 2 weeks now….

It really sucks as I cant seem to get anyone to join or even go to my website; which was beautifully made… (Thank you Stone Evans)

I have written blogs, posted to all social media and done all the things that were asked of me to do but still NOTHING!!!!!

I know, I know I am supposed to stay positive, but it seems the only way you get traffic or anything is to scam someone or buy it; which does not make since to me but Hey, I am not the professional here! I also know Rome wasent built in one day but I also know that (denial) LOL (the Nile) is not just a river in Egypt!

I am not sure what to do! Should I give up put more effort back into my day job…. BTW which is slacking because of trying to put more time and effort into this!

I just cant afford to buy the top dollar trafficking tools and all the fancy marketing items right now!

So I guess the question to all this is do I keep pushing on or just call it a loss! I do love blogging and writing though…. If there is one thing that has come out of this as it has gotten me writing which I have missed dearly!

I also am wondering if affiliate’s meaning I make money, You make money = We make money; then why dont you get the traffic for free since they are already successful? Then once you are established you can buy into all those products…. I dont know Call me crazy for thinking when someone under you succeeds it shows a direct result of who you are. I know once again someone is asking for something for free which trust me I know all to well that is never the case, not only in marketing but in the real world!!!! Nothing is Ever FREE! We all pay one way or another.

I will ponder on this for a week or so and see how it goes. Some feedback would be great! That is if anyone reads this…..

Until next time!!!!!

UPDATE: I have given up on the whole marketing attribute as I think I do better just writing…. I am not really a salesperson but for all my friends that do I will gladly support you any way I can….



Oh My Brain!!!

Sometimes I just wake up and wish I hadn’t….. You know I really despise judgmental people, but yet I am so judgmental about myself….

What a hypocrite I am!!! I have sat all day and procrastinated even writing this blog…..

Would you like to hear some of my reasons why that I have come up with in my head…

Here goes…

  1. No one is going to like it anyways
  2. Its gonna be crappy anyways
  3. I can’t write that for the world to see, they will think I am crazy!!!
  4. I am so tired…
  5. I cant get motivated to get off this couch

Okay so there is just a few. I hate days like this when I wish my head was not attached to my body!!!!

So now what to do about it… Well I did get up off the couch and came in here to join you on this journey that were taking together to rediscover ourselves; so I guess thats a start…

I still have a house to clean, dinner to make and a whole list of (TO DO’S) that i wrote down ….. Most of them from yesterdays list that did not get completed…..

Well I am not feeling a whole let better, but now I am feeling a rush to get things done…. lol so maybe I should go work on them…

I am sure there is a greater plan for me in the future and I hope you stick it out with me….

So until next time my friends!!!!!!

Welcome Welcome, Coffee or Tea anyone???

I love to write!

Always have guess I always will…..

Sometimes I feel like my words are said better with paper and pen!

So I have decided to start a personal/life blog. I am hoping you will join me on my journey. I love feedback of any kind as it always helps to have other opinions as sometimes I dont give my self such good advice!!!!! 🙂

I will start by telling you a bit about me. I am somewhat complicated! I feel as though life throws things at me, good and bad just to see if I am looking! I am out of practice and have not been very good at catching lately, but that’s another story.

I am a mother of fur-babies and children, I am married, love to garden, love herbal remedies, reading, and nature. I love learning new things. I also love adventure, but I also love to be organized and make plans….. I told you I was complicated….LOL

Anyway; My fur-babies names are Ella, Bella, Gracie, Fancy and the newest member is Little bit…. I wrote a blog on her which I will share at a later date.

My biological children are Jordan, Brittany,  and Nikki; my children through marriage are Dylan and Emmie.

Oh, and my other child whom I acquired through marriage is Sam…. My biggest kid of all, but yet my rock and other half!!!!

I dont have any friends but my Mom and family…. I guess you could say I am kind of a loner, but I have just learned through this thing called life that its not about the quantity, Its about the quality of people you have in your life!

I have been a little down lately and life has thrown some definable curve balls my way. It always seems to help when I get things out, but talking is not my best asset by far… Now dont get me wrong… I run a company and talk to people all the time but on a more professional level which is different than spilling your guts out to someone!!!!

So my guts will be included in this blog…. The good, the bad, and the ugly!!!!!